Insomina.

He could not sleep.

He was tired as hell and his mind was whirring around in a sleepy blur and on its way to lalaland.

But unfortunately his stomach pulled him back to the world of the living.

Finally getting fustrated at his stomach who would not keep nagging for food, he ripped the covers off himslef annoyedly and made a beeline to the kitchen- tipping toe across his mother's room cause he didn't want to disturb her.

One fact about his body anatomy that he resented at times was the way his face would bloat up like a balloon whenever he ate, he contemplated whether or not to eat or not, being a celebrity meant appearances were important. 

Whatever.

He decided a healthy choice would be best.

There goes the vanilla ice-cream (what? dairy has lots of calcium and was good for kids to grow up healthy and strong right?)

When half a litre or so was offered, his stomach finally seemed pleased.

But he knew there was no way he would be able to sleep, though his brain was still half dead, it refused to sleep, acting like some troublesome stubborn kid who kept playing though it was past their bed time.

So instead he decided to write out some lyrics he was going to put into his next albulm- he was going to sing some songs at first but with all this sleepiness weighing him down, he was sure he was going to sound barely better than a crow.

And as his eyes finally started to burn, he flopped back down onto his bed, and at an agonisingly slow rate finally was allowed to enter the wonderful lalaland and met a weird little girl from lands far away in his dreamscape.

For the past four nights, i've suddenly become unable to sleep until somewhere at 3 to 4 in the morning, and for some reason automatically wake at nine- surprisingly, i don't feel tired ( before i slept at 12 to 11 in the morn and i still feel tired) . i keep planning to do something like playing the piano to keep me entertained- but the sound just suddenly becomes so loud at night... or it could just be because the silent pedal stuffed up.

hehehe the person roleplaying me and my sleepless mornings is the uber可愛いショちゃん罗志祥さま～♥ cause me writing about me is just boring, and i imagine that since SHOW is a celebrity, he would probably be going through sleepless nights. hehe hopefully i'll have more luck tonight, if not i hope i'll find something fun to do- nothing is usually fun when your sleepy but can't sleep for some evil reason.

By the way that girl SHOW-chan met in dreamscape would be me- cause meeting him in some fantasy dream and having lots of fun would be awesome^w^