owiie..

maaa... and seeing my family eating happily away on yummy solid food is soo annoyiiinggg!!! i think i'll the rest of my day in my room typing stuff onto my bloggie, making stories, reading manga, watching stuff to distract myself from the smell of food. though i'm glad i'm not like allen or some anime chara with a black-hole of a stomach~

eheheh random fact: apparently the super kawaii ♥♥SHOW♥小猪♥ショちゃん♥♥ bloats up whenever he eats... i wonder if his face becomes as bloated as mine right now when he doesX3 but i'm sure he'll still look cutee♥ even when he bloats up like a ballon...  i miss my 可愛いのショちゃん球-球様 even though i only spent four hours or so with my happyful red ballon, its a pity that i didn't manage to give it to 小猪- realllyy just one minute away!!!>www<"


bahaha i still look like a obese kid who's got a lil' too much cake and lollies to eat in his lifetimeXD lol its hilarious everytime i look into the mirrorXD i think i swell up more than i did yesterday, i wonder if thats how i would look like if i was fat, it looks kinda like how ella put those fat whatevers in her mouth to make her look obese in hanakimi-gosh that drama was aaaages ago, the very first taiwanese drama i watched in fact.  
really happy my chin doesn't feel like some bloated sponge filled with water though, now that the anaesthetic has faded off. the pain isn't as bad as i anticipated, just a bit like when i put my braces on, except over a wider spread of area. 

and now that i think about it, the hospital i went to yesterday was a pretty good one=)

they gave me some heated blankets which was warm and nice and warmm~♥ also as strange as it is, i reckon their hospital gown looked better than most, it still exposed your back and shoulders quite a bit, but it looked a bit more aesthetically pleasing...XD the blue was a nicer shade of blue compared to the more pale and bright blue you see on tv, and it also had white stripes against the blue, so i guess it looked better... than again, cause its a private hospital so its supposed to be better=)  

“It’ll be fine, my brother knows what he’s doing.”

Lenalee’s good intentions instead made Allen’s fear shoot sky-high, other than not being to be able to eat for a week which was just horrible for him, what really worried him was that Komui was in charge of his operation. He still hadn’t forgotten the time when the man had operated on his deformed hand, it was horrifying beyond words, those giant drills the size of a grown man, those butcher kni- Allen decided to think no more, he still wanted to keep his sanity as he walked through into Komui’s mad-scientist lab―　*I mean surgery room… and hopefully, a small part of him thought, he would be able to keep his sanity when he came out. If he returned that is of course…

“Allen Walker.”

“Y-y-yes?”

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“Good lets get started.”

A giant syringe as big as that drill from before was pulled out from nowhere and without warning was shot into his arm, his consciousness was fading away and before it all became black nothingness, he could hear cackling above him.

（bwahahah i had to write something about what allen would experience if he had to get his wisdom teeth removiedXD

hmm... and that vitamin milk-shake or whatever it was that helena gave me, it's surprisingly quite filling, though it doesn't stop my mouth watering everytime i see everyone else eat, it kinda tastes like milk powder, i think if i just add maybe some cadbury chocolate powder into it, it'll be nice~♥♥ 


lol, i have to take some pics of myself while i'm still looking this fat, and then get some other normal looking pictures of me, and see if people can tell which are my "fat" pics, my sister couldn't tell that i looked any different when i came home=3=" she just thought i stinked of hospital.


and now i have enough of rambling on, time for my milkshake again~♥