lol... i have no idea what that means- the titleXD
yes, worst day ever... as it would start in all those very cliched movies.
i'm getting more paranoid about ghosts=_="
i'm doing the most enlightening topic ever- belonging, and even better, i can actually apply this wonderful topic to my depressing life on how much i do not belong. don't at school, because... i forgot my long complicated reason, but being a usually anti social geeky girl who keeps daydreaming and falling asleep in class and in converations may not help^^;
not that i mind since i think i'm anti social...
don't belong in the group i'm supposed to belong in since they are from my old school and our experiences and stuff like that don't match anymore.
didn't really notice until today, until i just sat in the libary with them, not really feeling awkward, just kinda lost in their conversations- then again i was probably always lost in most convos anyways, and don't really feel like messing around as much as i would have before. could just be me maturing- but i highly doubt it, if anything i'm going backwards, getting more and more immature.
forgot i had tutoring, and she apparently arrived 30 mins early, jumped onto the train, but turns out it didn't stop at my place, ended up taking another 20 minutes or so just to get home, and i was reminded how much i hate australian trains since they just randomly keep stopping on the tracks.
and time to stop procrascinating and handing out my life story to the internet where nobody really gives a shit anyways, so have a fun fun life to me... -_-
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